Notice that my blog is like once a month.. so for now i will try to blog as often as i can. It is already Nov and there is much happening... Too many things that happened which made me not prepared. knowing someone else is going after my dear.... i am not prepared for anything only for his return to his country. To be honest, i dont mind sticking to him. I dont mind our age gap( 10 YEARS APART) i really really really really dont mind..... As long as I love you, I won't mind anything. I am willing to do anything for you because i know i love you more than i love myself .. Sounds abit stupid but ya... Trust, I always do have in him but not other girls.. He is not that handsome, not that rich but i dont mind. Even one day he were to ask me to follow him back, I am willing..
But now, i knew that some things he does not want me to know... this hurts me the most... why cnt he be honest with me? Whatever it is, i dont stop him from doing it... Trying to get over with it but it seems to be a challenge to me... this few nights , i am sleeping in tears... Whenever i think of him, tears would roll down ... He is someone who is that important to me... I hate it when night comes, that the point when i feel lonely and scare......
Please tell me what I should do to get with it... Will he still be with me no matter what? i really do love him.... seriously.....
For someone else:
So i guess, someone else had moved on.. Well , you will have my blessing. You gave me memories that enough... I am thankful for all the things you said to me, All the things you done for me and the time when you spent with me. Thank you!
I really hope things will be back to the past.. That's all...
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